Blahh

I know I already wrote a post, but I need to get some more stuff off.

I am so tired of school.. SO tired of it.
I was deemed capable of being a graphic designer in sophomore year.
Junior year has taught me that I am even more capable.

Second semester of junior year, I'm sitting here thinking...

Otayyyy can I haz job nao?

I saw a job available at the MFA for a Research Associate in Egyptian art, I know enough about Egyptology to be majoring in it. I wish Moravian had Egyptology. I want to apply, bad.

I am so bored. Of everything.
I do the research I do because I'm bored.

I need to be entertained and not the mindless entertaining by playing video games, watching movies, having house parties, that kinda normal stuff bored college students do.

Pfft.

But I feel so restricted.

The way I see it, I don't think my parents understand what it means to be a creative person.

To have ideas flowing through your head ALL THE TIME.

ALL THE TIME.

I want to make stuff all the time.

I want to push my ideas forward, but I'm too damn laid back to do anything about it.

I can't just sit here and not do anything. I have potential, just don't know where to release it.

And of course battling the never ending inner battles of being an extrovert/introvert.

#suchislife